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Post by Leahs_slave on Aug 8, 2003 17:06:06 GMT -5
i think im ugly and fat and just stupid because i cant look in the mirror and pants are hard to find and i failed math last year it sux this is a stupid topic but im bored i dont think ill ever have a gf that likes me for me im in love with someone but she feel different but o well my name ia bailey i wish peopel would call me soemthing else its a stupid name and i want to be called amy or just something different for once i want to meet new friends and have people visit me but my wishes are dreams and dreams never come true and yes im negative and im proud iv never be not negative . * wishes one day she will have friends but hate is all thats on her mind hate hate hate in a form of 666* by bailey... i feel rage inside me to tell u the truth when i get mad or cry i get so angry i wanna punch someone and then i just cry and i get migranes and stress and then i cant think but thats just me ........bye  |
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Post by Leah on Aug 8, 2003 17:13:53 GMT -5
 lol bailey your not any of those things and you know it..so chill lol..and yes I was right, you are a pesamits
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Post by Leahs_slave on Aug 8, 2003 17:15:52 GMT -5
its all true really it is and i guess i am a pemisitsic or what ever i just am all of that!!!  |
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Post by Leah on Aug 8, 2003 17:16:44 GMT -5
ugh..your not...but you do need therapy or somthing lol
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Post by Leahs_slave on Aug 8, 2003 17:18:39 GMT -5
i guess so but nah i couldnt do that either just yeah im all of them lol...........i just dont show it becuase i dont wat people to worrie about me lol i wanna be alone
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Post by jess007 on Aug 11, 2003 7:11:15 GMT -5
dont put urself down so much! personally i h8 myself most the time cuz i do stupid shit most the time but i try not to think about it. u only live life once so u mite as well make the most of it! have fun and dont give a shit wot other ppl say! u sed u feel rage inside u, well i bet u wanna let it out? yea? well i think i no wot ur goin thru there! i bottle stuff up, all my anger, all my pissed off moods and my rage and then sum1 sparks it n i blow! And u can have friends, its easy, b urself and b tru 2 urself thats all u got to do!
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Post by punkprincess1001 on Aug 13, 2003 10:57:30 GMT -5
wow thats really great advice im glad we have this topic. I bottle things up in side also that is so not good and I always take it out on the wrong people. Im so lucky my bf can put up with myself since thats usually who im taking it out on it's nuts.
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Post by punkprincess1001 on Aug 13, 2003 11:04:31 GMT -5
Well Leah Lover haha my lil nick name sorry anyways your probably very beautiful and you just don't know it or feel it. You just need the right people to tell you that and make you feel that why. I was in the same boat at you at one time since long story short in gr 7 I lost all friend I had one and then in gr 8 she moved away so I hated myself since no one liked me. When I got into high school I met a group of friend who where really nice and we where all the same so you gotta meet the right people who feel the same so you all can make a lil support group and talk about your feelings. Soon you will meet a gurl who will love you for you it take time I know when I went threw guys at my school then I met a guy my bf now at the school beside mine threw friend so get out there meet friends and hopefully you can meet somone more the a friend. Good luck!
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Post by jess007 on Aug 16, 2003 5:59:26 GMT -5
u have totally got to meet the rite friends cuz sumtimes u mite think that uve got sum gr8 friends but at the end of the day uve got to look at it like, will they b there 4 u wen u need them most? im pretty lucky i guess nowadays because i got the chance to hang with loads of differnt groups and now i have one group of friends which r ok wid me hang ign with otehr ppl. Sometimes u can feel let down by them wen they dont listen to or b bitchy to u but at the end of it all i no they'll b there 4 me wen i need em most. Just hang out with loads of differnt crowds and u'll find the rite ppl eventually  |
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Post by Leahs_slave on Aug 19, 2003 19:15:09 GMT -5
well thank u all something horrible happened last week i was gonna kill mysefl this was no joke my parents went off the edge ,y step dad held my mouth shut and punch me and told me to shut the f*** up soooo i beat my head on the door and was about to kill myself the worst part is i hade no friends to call no one cared
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Post by punkprincess1001 on Aug 19, 2003 22:47:11 GMT -5
thats so sad.. im actually crying reading it. I was again in the same boat as you. when you feel that you have no one wich is so not true I almost did kill myself. I used to cry myself to sleep putting pillows over my mouth and nose hoping i would some how die in my sleep. I used to hold my neck so much it was red maybe stop breathing. but you know when your scared you won't do it. it seems like your asking for another chance well we are here giving it to you. altough we may not know you personaly but we are here for you when your down just come here and let it out. don't kill yourself because your having a bad day. your a beautiful person inside and out stay strong.
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Post by Leahs_slave on Aug 29, 2003 18:48:00 GMT -5
THNX. HEY HAVE U TALKED TO LEAH LATLEY ......I FOUND OUT SHE LIKES ME WELL LOVES ME BUT THEN AGAIN IM SOO SURE ANYMORE BUT IM WORRIED ABOUT HER IF U TALK TO HER LET ME KNOW OK THNX
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Post by punkprincess1001 on Oct 2, 2003 6:07:08 GMT -5
I have not talked to her in forever!
I miss ya gurl
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Post by Jarlaxle on Jan 6, 2005 20:45:30 GMT -5
I know what your talking about Leahs_slave (wrong spelling?). We had an assembly (R2 Productions) and after I talked to a total stranger, but I felt great after. Just have a really good talk. I mean I want to study Literature and either be a soccer or volleyball player.
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lol bailey your not any of those things and you know it..so chill lol..and yes I was right, you are a pesamits
